Wrong path was chosen..

Nearly 2 months since my last post.
Lots of things happened since my last post.
Lots of lost.
internal smile,
happiness,
spirit.
hope.

Sometimes,
I think about my future,
what I want to do,
to be,
to achieve,
unfortunately I can't see the path to my future.

I asked myself,
where am I ?
what happened to me ?
why I became like this ?

Hidup semestinya memerlukan strategi, target, usaha.
Dan doa.
Tak boleh berusaha semata-mata.
Tak boleh berdoa tanpa usaha.
Tak boleh tawakal semata-mata.

Tapi, kadang-kadang diri kita tak sedar,
kita kekurangan usaha,
tersilap strategi.

Lepas semua yang dah berlaku,
diri ini sedar,
terpilih jalan yang salah.
Semoga diri ini kuat menghadapi ujian.

Aku teringin ke tempat ini. Ingin mencari ketenangan diri.